玛丽之书 导演：安娜-玛丽·米埃维尔 THE BOOK OF MARY
你在想什么? What do you think?
孤独能让你摆脱平凡? You'll escape routine if you're alone?
不,不是 No, that's not it.
但我不能再忍了, I just can't stand this deal,
忍受你的一切，只要我们在一起 putting up with anything as long as we stay together.
你总这么说 You always come back to that.
承认吧 Admit it:
你害怕被抛弃 你在逃避孤独,你知道吗 you're so afraid of being abandoned, you're fleeing into loneliness.
你现在应该知道了 You should know by now.
既然你来了,我们谈谈 Since you're here, for once, let's be serious.
见到你已不再是幸福, Seeing you is hardly a blessing now.
甚至对玛丽也不是 Even for Mary, it's no good.
我受够了 And I've had it.
我无法工作,睡不着觉 I can't work, I can't sleep.
我明白 I see:
我们分开你就能睡着？ if we separate you'll sleep again?
看看你多残忍？ You see how brutal you are?
你也有你的残忍 You're brutal too, in your way.
你害怕面对 You won't face up to things.
听着，保尔，从结婚开始你就有外遇 Listen, Paul, you've cheated on the contract from the start.
别忘了！ You can't brush that off.
成功需要不断地创造 I think it takes constant inventiveness to succeed.
你却浪费了大量的时间 In your line of work, you've lots of time for that.
你对婚姻不感兴趣，就是这样 It doesn't interest you, that's all.
我们只是在维持 So we play it safe and stay together.
但孩子怎么办? What's that do for the child?
爱不光是投资,还可以储蓄 Loving's not investing. You can save, too,
不光是付出和期待回报 not just give, or expect everything from one person.
这就是你的作风 The way you've set things up, you could talk that way.
你从不在家! 我在家又太长时间 You're never here. I spend much more time at home.
而我一直在,我付出多,回报少 I put a lot in and get little back.
老是说这个 We've been over this so often.
还有别的吗？ What other way is there?
你去工作之前就在照顾玛丽 Before, you didn't work, you took care of Mary.
现在我们更平等了 But now we're closer to an even footing.
不是！ I don't agree.
我还在这里服务 I'm still here serving, caring for things.
这是母亲的工作,不是女人的 That's a mother's job, not a woman's.
我累了 I'm tired.
这必须改变 Things have got to change for a while.
你缺乏耐心 You're so impatient.
也许吧！ Maybe.
我需要的 What I know now
不是你这种高高在上的体谅 is that I don't need to be dominated to feel understood.
我不要再失败了 I no longer need to lose.
我也不明白你怎么会这样 I don't see where that gets you, either.
不知道 I don't know.
我想弄明白 I want to see clearly.
我希望你能理解 I wish you understood.
理解很罕见 Understanding's scarce.
现实很残酷，现在的情况是灾难的 Truth is often deadly. Your truths are fatal,
以后别抱怨 so don't complain afterward.
我没有抱怨,我只想弄明白 I'm not complaining, just trying to see clearly.
为什么人们如此害怕透彻？ Why's everyone so scared of clarity?
你眼睛疼? Your eyes hurt?
不，我很好 No, I'm all right.
我不需要你的坦诚 I don't need your total sincerity.
很宽慰但没意思,别说了 It's comforting, but not interesting.
那不说了！ Let's not start again.
不 No, let's not.
但有时也要试着理解下 But try to understand sometimes.
你要明白,这10年我们毫无新意 For 10 years we've copied.
现在我要创造 Now I need to invent.
没人拦你 No one's stopped you.
总之，女人创造力不强 Anyway, women don't invent much.
连灵魂都是男人创造的 Even the soul was invented by a man.
多谢鼓励 You're really encouraging.
你不需要鼓励 You don't need encouragement now.
显然你做得很好 We can see how well you do on your own.
大家好！我们继续手术 Good morning! We continue with our operation.
把眼睛切成两半 Now we cut the eye in half.
看得出它是黑色的 It's black, if you can see that.
这个放在里面,是瞳孔 I put this inside. It's the pupil.
瞳孔放大了 The pupil, seen from outside, magnified, of course,
显然是棕色的 is brown.
眼睛很大 The eye is huge,
瞳孔占了很大一部分 but the pupil takes up a lot of space.
其余是水 The rest is water.
是水! That's right, water.
瞳孔漂浮着就像母亲子宫里的孩子 The pupil floats like a baby in its mother's belly.
你能看见,是因为瞳孔 When you look at things, it's because of the pupil,
因为它浮着 because it floats,
我们移动时 and when we move,
瞳孔也在动 as you see, it shifts.
听懂了吗? Understand what I'm saying?
很复杂,很有技术性 It's complicated. A bit technical.
对,需要了解机械 Yes, it's mechanical and technical
和手术的知识 and surgical too.
这种病只能做一次手术 You operate once for this illness.
做两次病人就死了 If you do it twice, the patient dies.
最终 In any case,
眼睛就枯萎了 the eye withers.
这是一个非常严谨的手术 It's a very serious operation.
对,我完全同意 Yes, I entirely agree there.
只能在重病时才做 You undergo it after you've almost been sick.
你们看这位先生的眼睛 Because this gentleman... you see his eye...
已经完全被...颤动了 has been completely...shaken, see?
它感受到颤抖 It's had a shock.
眼睛害怕极了 This eye has been completely terrorized,
所以 So,
我们也无能为力 we can't do much for it.
好了,节目结束 Well, that's all for this program.
再见 Good-bye.
跟玛丽说了吗？ Spoken to Mary?
还没有 Not yet,
我会跟她说的 but I will, of course.
你得告诉她是什么让你远离她 And you'll have to tell her what keeps you so far from her,
和我 from me.
你想过她会怎样吗 You've thought of what it'll mean to her,
往返于父母家? shuttling between parents?
别说的好像全是我的错！ Stop talking as if this was all my doing.
请安静 Silence, please.
沉重的恐惧向我袭来 "My spirit with a heavy fear forebodes
幽灵的队伍 "In black battalions, stray ghosts ride
把我领向 "Driving me on to moving roads
血色天空下崎岖的道路 "closed in by bloodied skies on every side.
难道我们举止邪恶？ "How strange and wicked was our act?
为何我胆战心惊？ "Can you explain my trouble and my fright?"
安静 Silence!
我说了,安静！ I said, silence!
谁能告诉我 Who can tell me
波德莱尔这首诗说的什么意思？ what Baudelaire meant to express in this poem?
就是你们不要睡觉 If you weren't asleep, that is.
拿出作业本,我来听写 Get out your notebooks. I'll give you some dictation.
快点！我们还有其他事要做！ Hurry! We have other things to do.
"沉重的恐惧向我袭来" "My spirit with a heavy fear forebodes...
"沉重的恐惧, "Heavy fear,
的队伍， "black battalions,"
有两个 "t'", with two "t's",
"幽灵(batallón)" and "stray ghosts..."
安静! Silence!
什么？ Yes?
玛丽,我有话对你说 Mary, I have something to tell you.
好,继续 注意拼写错误 All right, go on. And make sure you've made no spelling errors.
我必须和校长谈谈 I have to talk to the principal.
你肯定知道 I'm sure you know what it is.
爸爸要去其他地方住一段时间 Dad's going to live elsewhere for a while.
时间不长,过完冬天 Until winter, for example.
好,继续： Right. To continue:
"把我领向血色天空..." "that seek to lead me on shifting ways..."
周末和假期的时候你可以去看爸爸 You'll see Dad on weekends and holidays.
这是暂时的 It's not for long.
"难道我们举止邪恶?" "Have we committed a strange act? Explain if..."
不是因为我们不相爱了 It's not that we don't love each other anymore.
而是相反 On the contrary.
但他在这里就会吵架 But if he stays here we'll quarrel.
不要担心,有我会告诉你的 There's no cause to worry. I'd tell you if there were.
相信我,信任我 Believe me. You can trust me.
为什么你不跟我去旅游? Why don't you want us to go to Capri?
因为你是混蛋. Because you're an ass.
你吓到我了,保尔 You scare me, Paul.
不要只站长那里, 回答我! Don't just stand there, answer me!
我拿几样东西就走 I'll just take a few things. Won't be long.
抱歉. I'm sorry.
我赶时间，玛丽. I'm in a hurry, Mary.
You go to Capri, Paul. You go to Capri, Paul.
周六见,好吗？? See you Saturday. OK?
讲讲... Tell me...
我小时候 about when I was little.
又讲！ Again!
讲嘛 Go ahead.
看来你很喜欢听这一段 You seem particularly fond of hearing that.
是的,那是最深的爱 You're right.
那是最深的爱 It's the strongest memory of love.
不回忆的话 It's hard to recover that strength
很难恢复力量 without going backward.
你必须付出和接受 You just have to be able to give and accept.
我去准备些吃的，我们楼下见 I'll prepare something to eat. See you downstairs.
把你的头发擦干 Dry your hair well.
Hi! Hi!
你要去哪里? What's up?
坐火车 I'm taking a train.
去哪里? Where're you going?
去见我爸爸. To see my father.
他不住这里了吗? Doesn't he live here?
暂时不住. Not right now.
- 你爸妈离婚了? - 不，还没有. - Your folks divorced? - No, they're not.
这是你的熊吗? That your bear?
还好我爸妈没离婚 I'm glad my folks aren't divorced.
你运气不好 You have no luck.
够了！ That's enough.
你好咪咪 Hi, Mimi.
我不叫咪咪,我叫玛丽 My name's not Mimi, it's Mary.
- 你去哪里？ - 去见我爸爸 - Where're you going? - To see my father.
啊,很好,他走了 That's right, he's gone away.
真有他的 It's good for him, a little...
- 无所谓 - 当然 - It's no big deal. - Of course not.
你有熊陪你旅行就没有问题 And you can travel with your bear, so it's no trouble.
这不是熊,是豹 It's not a bear, it's a panther.
当然，你是对的 Of course. You're right.
我对动物一窍不通 I'm a dumbbell about animals... I don't know.
你去哪里? Where're you going?
消磨时间.我领救济 Passing the time. I'm on relief.
最近没有工作 I'm not working these days.
我在家里做家务 I stay at home. I've a lot of housework,
我在家里做家务 I like my place to be clean, you see.
- 不无聊？ - 一点也不 - Get bored? - Not at all.
因为我有计划 Because I study my own case.
我下午都有安排 And I have my afternoons programmed.
我骑自行车,电动车,随它叫什么 I go out on my bike, my moped, whatever you want to call it.
它带我去任何地方 It takes me everywhere.
我晚上7点到9点回家 I get back at 7 or 9 in the evening.
如果天气好 If it's nice out, I take my time.
我就随处停留 I stop where I please.
"永远诅咒那些不负责任的空想家 "Forever damned be the feckless dreamer
他们愚蠢的争斗 "who, in his stupidity, first strove,
沉迷于无解的问题 "enamored of an insoluble and sterile problem,
把忠贞当作爱情 "to mix honesty with love."
学三角形了吗?? Have you studied triangles?
才开始 We've just started.
周一才讲四种三角形 I have to know the 4 types for Monday.
知道锯齿线吗? Know what a jagged line is?
它的方向在变 One that changes direction.
嗯，怎么变？ Yes, but how?
构成三角形 By forming angles.
一个角呢? And an angle?
当线闭合的时候 It's when the lines close.
怎么闭合? And when they meet?
达到顶点. That's the apex.
也叫"相交" Also called an intersection.
这是一个角 An angle's like this.
对,这也是 Like this, too.
不,这才是 No, it's like this.
要成为这样,你首先要 To get that, you first need this.
好了 All right.
,有四种三角形 There are 4 kinds of triangles.
直角三角形 The right-angle triangle.
像这样 It looks like this.
直角的对边叫"斜边" The side opposite the right angle is the hypotenuse.
等边三角形 The equilateral triangle
的三条边相等 has 3 equal sides.
等腰三角形 The isosceles triangle...
你在听吗,玛丽? You listening, Mary?
有两边相等 The isosceles has two equal sides,
还有不等边三角形 and the scalene has 3 unequal sides.
画一下 加深记忆 Draw them. Helps you to remember them.
你饿吗？ Are you hungry?
很饿 Terribly.
咬一口？ Want a bite?
这是你最喜欢的协奏曲吗？ That's the concerto I liked so much?
是的 That's the one.
- 你不记得了？ - 哦，是的 - Don't recognize it? - Oh, yes.
不，其实我已经不记得了 No, not really, in fact.
就像在交谈,对吗？ Sounds like talk, don't you think?
他们在讨论 People in a discussion.
是赞同还是反对？ Agreeing or disagreeing?
都有一些 A bit of both.
要改变潮流,冰,狂怒 Changes of mood, icy, exasperated,
我要, I demand,
火,火,关心,错误,恐惧,痛苦... fire, fire, careful, error, horror, suffering...
Hey,冷静 Hey, calm down.
有一张马勒的交响曲我找不到了 There's a Mahler symphony I can't find.
- 回去叫妈妈找一下. -好的. - Ask Mom for it next time. - OK.
别忘了你的睡衣. Bring your pajamas, too.
还有牙刷 Don't forget your toothbrush again.
我们现在必须要走了 We've got to go now. It's time.
准备好了吗? You ready?
你死了?还是累了? Are you dead or just tired?
死了 Dead.
但你应该对一切都感兴趣 But everything that happens should interest you.
你那么好奇 You're so curious.
,令我惊讶 You surprise me.
不像以前了 It's not like before.
一切都在变, Nothing can stay the same.
变得... It becomes...
变得不同 It becomes different.
事物如果停止运动 When a thing stops moving,
就死了 it's dead.
你要有信心 You must have confidence.
当然，但还是不像以前了 Sure, still, it's not like before.
在法语里 Mary写作“Marie” 知道这会有什么不同吗？ In French, Mary is "Marie". Know what it makes?
什么？ What?
A-I-M-E-R：组成了爱 A-I-M-E-R: to love.
你真漂亮！你的裙子好美！ You're beautiful! Your dress is beautiful.
我们快迟到了,必须得走吧 We'll be late. We must be going.
发型很适合你 The hairdo becomes you.
是吗?但不是我喜欢的发型 Think so? It's not my favorite.
真的很好 You're darling, really.
我给你留个电话号码 I'll leave you the number.
有事给我打电话，我不会回家太晚的 If something comes up, call. I won't be home late.
别忘了明天,我要出去 Don't forget tomorrow. I get to go out.
我不会忘得 I haven't forgotten.
我们必须得走了 We must be going.
我必须走了，亲爱的 I have to go, dear.
不要看电视看的太晚 Don't watch TV too late.
回来我会吻你,再见 I'll kiss you when I come in.
欧洲能否统一取决于这个鸡蛋 It would be killing the unification of Europe in the egg.
这件事必须深深藏在 This business must be smothered,
鸡蛋里 in the egg.
但不打破鸡蛋就吃不成煎蛋卷 Can't make an omelet without breaking eggs.
所以... So...
我不知道 I don't know.
迷失! Get lost!
是唯一的办法. It's the only way.